Waiting for my life to begin once I lose the weight! I have been saying this to myself everyday for almost 7 yrs! Wishing I could afford lap band surgery! Married yet never having felt so lonely so unwanted so worthless! Trying, failing, giving up, starting over, loneliness, despair, desperation, hurting, pain, emptiness, waiting & wondering how did I become just a number!
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