I’m 23 and every guy I’ve ever liked or dated has cheated on me. All my friends are getting married and I have gone back to the most recent and serious of these relationships in desperation. Every time I do or say anything wrong (in his eyes) he will ignore me for days. The anxiety is overwhelming and even though I know it’s immature and stupid, I find relief when hurting myself physically because it takes my mind away from the pain and fury within. It’s been going on for the last two years. I used to be happy and very social but I’ve cut most of my relationships over the past two years. I don’t see any hope for my future.