I was in an affair. I fell deeply in love. My husband never knew. I’ve decided to put every effort back into my marriage and try to forget about the affair and the man I feel has become part of my soul. I love my husband, he is a good man. and I will do everything I can to make sure that in the future I make him happy and do everything for him I possibly can. it still doesn’t mean it’s easy. deep down I feel broken at the loss of something that probably wasn’t mine to begin with. I smile and put on a brave face. but inside, I am broken. and so hurt.