After breastfeeding my third I am completely flat I have no chest at all, like I don’t even need a bra. It’s humiliating. I hate myself. I feel like an adolescent. I feel less of a woman. I try to tell myself it doesn’t matter but it’s something I’ve always struggled with and now I now what I did have is gone. I am ashamed it matters so much to me. Looking in the mirror, having sex, or anytime without an oversized bra I feel completely inadequate. My husband tells me I’m beautiful and it doesn’t matter but I cringe because I don’t believe him.