I just recently graduated from college with my Bachelors and am working two part time jobs. So many people want to know when I will find a full time one. To them I say that I have a couple opportunities I am following up on and “we will see.” Secretly though? I don’t want a full time job. I want to be a wife. I want to care for one man. I want that to be my full time job. But, the fact that my life did not turn out the way I had planned it, (married right after college, have kids, be a housewife and mother, then live happily ever after) discourages me and here I am facing life on my own… no boyfriend… no significant other… and only two close girlfriends that don’t even live near me. I am lonely and feel as though I am aimlessly just walking through life. I want to be needed… I want a purpose.