I have lost one of my best friends forever. Death is such a weird sad thing to go through. It just seems so unfair but its so REAL. Sometimes I don’t want to get sad, mad or even talk about it because I feel like its selfish and I want to be strong for her loved ones and family. It is hard to watch how everyone around me deals with it in a different way. I just don’t know what to do or how to feel but all I do know is that I miss her so much and life is just too short. There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think about her.