My daughter just turned one and the first year of her life was terrible. I love her more than life itself but between labor, medical issues and everything thrown in between it was a horrible year. I hate thinking that because I know everyone says enjoy each moment. Especially when they are small. But for my husband and I we just couldn’t wait to get out of the clouds. And now that we slowly are, it’s hard. Our relationship with one another took a serious toll and it’s so daunting to think how we will get back. I’m scared we never will.