After being happily married to my high school sweetheart for 10 years, struggling through infertility and finally being blessed with 4 children, I thought my life was going to be smooth sailing going forward. However, my amazing husband developed a drug addiction that has torn our happy family apart and left him a shell of the man he was. He has stolen from myself and our children to support his habit and has spent our life savings and run our successful construction company in to the ground…all for drugs. Everything is a mess and I am now a single mom with 4 kids. I have spent over half my life with this man…I don’t even know who I am. Part of me wants to scream from the rooftops what he has done but I don’t. I just keep quiet and let everyone think that things are good. I’m still protecting him. Why?