I have never loved my husband of 11 years. I am still in love with an ex from 14 years ago. I have literally never stopped loving him. We have seen each other on occasion, and the feelings & chemistry are definitely still there. Things do get heated when we are together, but we have never crossed the line & had sex. We are both married and we both feel trapped where we are. Every day I fight the urge to call or text him. Every. Single. Day.